aiya.. so irritated by the template.. just change thn the picture gone le.. --;; and i lazy to find a host.. hahas.. hmm.. shall find another template.. soon.
my blog looks empty... my pic flew away... aii nvm. aniwae today's service's cool.. i think i look dead or wad.. pple keep telling me i look sad.. no im just thinking abt stuff... and im so tired i nearly overshot my bus stop.. again!.. somehow i feel restricted by school.. aii.. my strength is drained away so easily.. but tt's also when i learn to depend on His strength.. im learning.. im learning..
wah.. finished reading a child called 'it' in one shot.. it's really been sometime since i read for so long.. spent the entire evening reading.. shiok sia.. just tt i havent studied for my test tmr.. *feels doomed* somehow i feel a sense of familiarity as i read it.. reminds me of my pri1 and 2 years.. *shutters* almost everyday after school i'd be sent to my aunt's house where i'd be left there to be tutored by her.. i can still vividly rmb how trapped i felt.. and how torturous it was.. she'd pull my ear and twist it.. and slap me.. for every little wrong i do.. i rmb how i really dread going her house even if it was just some visitation.. haha but of cos tt's not child abuse la.. it's just a nightmare in my life..
wenta watch CONSTANTINE!!! it's a really cool show.. this is the kinda show i'd really recommend to frends... *2 thumbs up* and keanu reeves is sexy man.. *watches xt and wynnie snatching*
just got back from new year visitation.. and i got scolded by my dad.. again.. for the same reasons again.. *shrugs* o wells.. not tt i dun care but im so numbed tt i dun feel anithing animore. after all there's nth i can do. seriously it's not tt im apathetic.. and i dun care abt my family situation or wad la.. but i mean c'mon la.. isnt it abit too extreme to behave this way? n im doing the best tt i know how le.. aii.. i have a Father who owns the whole universe yet more often than not i feel like a beggar..
*raises eyebrow* this is so weird...
not doing any visitation today.. so now im at home.. and i smell a bad stench here.. cos im rotting away.. wahaha. actually not really la.. i did lotsa stuff like watch tv and watch tv. just watched this really touching show based on siblings love.. ok nvm as if u guys know wad i talking abt.. waha. aniwae had reunion lunch together with my cg yesterday afternoon! so sweet eh?! X) really glad to see chloe with us again! =)

You Are 19 Years Old

19 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

oh hoho!! *looks at 15 yr old zhiwei*

You Have A Type A- Personality

A- You are one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you. When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love! You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds

aniwae... it's CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! *pops party poppers and spray crazy ribbon and waves sparklers!!* actually today only new year's eve la.. hahahahas oops..
feel so drained.. drinking a cup of tea in front of da comp.. im back on msn again.. haha. aniwae i've been talking to amanda and she ar so farnie sia.. suddenly come up with some scoring system.. whereby i always lose la.. hahas. read her blog.. hahas dun be too stressed up ok? =) chill mann.